Music.. enjoy.. but sometime it acts as a reminder.. Didn't really calm myself and think of my future.. What I've done.. Now then I really realized there r a lot of meaningful songs.. It made me calm and think of my past and future. How to treat and appreciate ppl around me better. I know.. I've made some friends of mine disappointed. I didnt really really appreciate what I hav, I mean in the past. I'll try my best... Cause... My life.. I've to face a lot of diff and friends ppl every week.. So its really hard for me to stay tuned at one particular group of friends.. I'm sorry. I'll try my best to appreciate everyone around me...

- Even if you are my enemy, I'll never wan you to die -
Yea, no enemy now.. haha, just in case. :)

Sch or RM134.20 per hour.. 5years of experience..


My songs folder is dam dam dam crappy, cause songs aren't arranged properly.. should say.. I've never arranged it before.. Lolz.. Some songs didn't even hav a title. While I was searching for the title title of the songs.. Wad a cool thing happened.. I got attracted by the 1st 2 chinese songs.


123木頭人
猜不透是哪裡出了錯 戀愛的進度有些落後
據線報說你也喜歡我 怎麼會 還無動於衷
氣象報告天氣很不錯 太陽曬得我臉頰紅紅
我也很想跟你做朋友 就你傻傻還不懂
默數123木頭人
再不行動就要被扣分
我一直在等著 戀愛轟轟烈烈的發生
默數123木頭人
明明暗示的夠明顯了
我很天真 這個勇敢的情話最動人
腳步太快你走在前頭 我在你背後開不了口
多希望你在下個路口 就會牽起我的手
默數123木頭人
再不表白天就要黑了
我真的很想問 你是害羞還是太遲鈍
默數123木頭人
給我一秒心動的眼神
我期待著 因為有你讓愛情能完整
123木頭人
再不表白天就要黑了
我真的很想問 你是害羞還是太遲鈍
默數123木頭人
給我一秒心動的眼神
我期待著 因為有你讓愛情能完整
因為有你讓愛情能完整
因為有你讓愛情能完整



我猜我不敢爱你
因为我早已学会了
爱的游戏
口袋再没有回忆
你习惯把手放进去
已成了过去
我白天躲进梦里
黑夜坐在熟悉的阶梯
每看到一个身影
总会觉得就是你
你就是那万人迷
我像个疯子在雨中哭泣
记不起多久没有爱过你
我今夜弹着钢琴
写了一首你的歌
想要让你知道
我是多爱你 多爱你
☆张保湖 提供歌词
王杰 - 别了疯子
☆☆。。
我猜我不敢爱你
因为我早已学会了
爱的游戏
口袋再没有回忆
你习惯把手放进去
已成了过去
我白天躲进梦里
黑夜坐在熟悉的阶梯
每看到一个身影
总会觉得就是你
你就是那万人迷
我像个疯子在雨中哭泣
记不起多久没有爱过你
我今夜弹着钢琴
写了一首你的歌
想要让你知道
我是多爱你 多爱你
我像个疯子拿着堆蜡笔
在墙上图满名字全是你
今夜我将化做一只白色的鸽子
徘徊在你上空永远守护你
我多爱你☆end...


Old songs.. But really meaningful, to me la:) Current situation.. Hopefully, not long... Feel lik learning back parkour... Hav to get my guts back. lolz. at last.. The free-est Saturday I ever been though. Normally Sat busy d whole day.. Today tuition, then whole day can rest and go out with mum and sis at night. Relax~ XD
Tempo quited dell inc crew team. SPM。。。。。 Steven Tam ah, shang seng dit la, STUDY... lolz.


Again, sorry to those who disappointed by me before. I love u guys, just tat.. Hmmm.. Yea la, sorry XD. Jia Bao, my super pro* math teacher.. teach till 3 weeks = 1 month;D. Take care, guys:D

Venz Tam
Self Reflection @ 2:01 AM

Woah.. Blog.. haha, didnt blog for months. Yea, it might be a bit/ too late for me to say this.. I didn't really say thank you to those who celebrate my birth with me. I mean Diong, JH and mine :D. Not TT, its Diong, JH and MINE! Lol. It might not be tat amazing for u guys, but for me.. It was la, cause I get to really talk with... lolz. Yea la, Lee, I'm sorry for rejecting tat.. Cause I've to celebrate with the one who is important than u XD. Lol, next year, I promise, will be even free - er.

Yeah, thank you Nicole Leaw:p, Ah BAO(Bun) haha, Amanda Leong, Bel Leong,jocelyn, JIa Hou, Diong and yea, MY BRO!!

Well.. Someone came to me and asked me how to choose between friend and yr b/g f and how to really get along with her friends. Well.. I think I'm facing almost the same prob as u.. I think.. In the very beginning of the relationship, we should think bout is it really a need for us to get into a b-g relationship. IF yes.. Please la, its a ..... question, its lik asking yr mum to choose either yr dad or her friends. Mayb for some ppl, they hav a diff mind,no comment. But for me, if I'll choose my friend than her, I wouldn't start anything with her. Yea..
yea, nowadays its really hard to find a real friend who can share anything with, ppl are selfish, some damn selfish. I'm answering yr question, we can only hav one best friend , other than tat = very good friend or good friend. You hav to know who's more important to u.. and yea, if both of u were best friend and now aren't anymore. I'm sure one of u or both of u did not trust each other before. For me, best friend.. can share anything with, fully trust each other. Since 3 of u arent now.. Mean there must be something happened, and someone didnt say it out or try to fix it and yea.. at last.. end.

Of course I believe tat its not u, but its out of yr control rite.. Nowadays its really hard to find a best friend, but jyjy la:D. You cant force them to treat u lik how u treat them rite. Last time I faced the same thing as u. But don feel down, its a good experience! Serious, cause these kind of friend mayb doesn't suits u la, as u said, they don share tat much as u did.


Remember, there's no such thing as we were best friends, cause if we were best friend, we are still best friend. We aren't best friend now because one or both of us weren't trust each other = not best friend. Hope this help^^.

Psps a.. Not tat I don wan to talk to u on phone.. But I prefer typing than talk XD. lolz. Sorry yea. Hope it helps.. Fever + tired + rushing now. Rmb to share with me if anything yea :D. Good luck! God bless u~

Venz Tam
Self Reflection @ 2:29 AM

Well, sorry for d delay=.= I promised her to done this by Sat or Friday, forgotten. But was really busy=.=.. Psps:D

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
No idea=.= Didn't try before

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Tired and felt lik continue my dreams :D

3. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Er... Group photo.. haha

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Half half, bad health..

5. Will you ever donate blood?
I guess so.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yea..

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
No, even the one I hate.

8. What does your last text message say?
donate some foods to me=.=

9. What are you thinking about right now?
A funny topic tat would make the situation hot-er ( not cold )

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Sure...

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
Last night.. 1 smth or 2 smth.. Forgotten.

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
sunway pyramid

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
Yea...

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
N.L. ~ no clue~


TEN Lucky People to do this quiz.
1. Steven Tam
2. Steven Tam
3. Steven Tam
4. Steven Tam
5. Steven Tam
6. Steven Tam
7. Steven Tam
8. Steven Tam
9. Steven Tam
10.Steven Tam

15.Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
No idea.

16. Is no.3 a male or a female?
male

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be good?
Of course, it would be cool.

18. What is no.1 studying?
wad do u mean by what is no 1 studying?=.=

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
Well.. no idea=.=

20. Is no.4 single?
yea

21. Say something about no.2.
dono

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together?
Wow, if it really happened, would be a dam big news

23. Describe no.9.


24 . What will you do if no.6 n no.7 fight?
Watch the show

25 . Do you like no.8?
no idea

Venz Tam
Self Reflection @ 4:59 AM

Blog.. boring? =.=
Since d server is still down..
Just thought of my primary time.. Activities were so tight.
I got my 1st international cert when I was.. Er.. I think when I was primary 4 or 5 gua... Mental Arithmetic, open international competition. Haha.. There were ppl from China, India, Korea and so on.. Some were taking those competition with level one, but mostly competitor from overseas were taking the same competition with mine. Open one, got adults also. Lol.. For the 1st year, I got consolation prize only T_T.
Prize - 1st - 10th and 20 consolation prize + cert. But 200 over people taking this competition every year.

Well, here comes the 2nd year. Lolz.
Waited for bout 2 hours for them to marks all the paper=.=
Lolz, but it was so worth. Still rmb 1st ~ 9th were all overseas competitor, I think only China and India, Korea don hav. Haha.. A lot of ppl shouted. LOL, cause I was d only Malaysian who got top 10. lol.. Tat year la, year before or after I dono d.

The ONLY WAY to WIN in World War III is to prevent IT.
Happy Holiday~

Venz Tam
Self Reflection @ 11:48 PM